Unlike a movie, this kind of hurts more than I wanted it too. My idea was the sooner I break up with him, the easier it would be - because right now I just want to lay in my bed and cry.
I know his reasoning is 'have fun now - enjoy time together' but I just keep feeling closer and closer and finding more things about him that I like...and I didn't want to end up hurt.
So yes, it's for the best. But no, it's not easy or good or something that I should be congratulated on. Honestly, I just want to pretend nothing needs to be done this weekend...which isn't true.