Heading to my doom

I feel like a sheep being led to slaughter, only I'm willingly heading out towards the area where the other sheep are going "don't go there Sammi"...Oh, stupid me.

This test is leaving a pit in my stomach. After it's done, I'm going back to studying history for awhile. Time to start my essay on Cromwell.

In good news, my tickets for NFLD came in today!

Shout it from the rooftop

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONALDO! You're now the big 3-0. Next step...grave.

Just kidding. In your honour, here is a few photos that scream "D's B-day"

That feeling of cheap whiskey coming back up

Have you ever had one of those moments where you realize 'this is not the person I want to be hanging out with'? I did that last night. I was bored, sleepy and downright grumpy over this Human Sexuality course I'm studying for - and called a friend over.

The worst part is, looking back on the situation, I feel like I did a lot of things wrong. I handled the situation wrong, I had him over because I was lonely and bored (selfish) not because I wanted his company, and generally, just didn't act like the self-confident, intelligent, in control young woman I know I am 98% of the time.

Nothing happened where I'm thinking "crap I did something wrong or whatever" but he knows me from two years ago and I'm not that girl anymore. I just don't feel like reliving the past I suppose.

Later.

It is 'that' sort of day

I feel like it should be late afternoon/early evening and it's all of 1:30pm. Maybe dinner would help. Possible moment that I should go to the cafeteria and take a study break...or just find a topic to write about.

Underworld

I went out with Curry again tonight. You know, he's not that bad when he realizes all he needs to do is chill. I think he actually respects the fact that I'm a hard-ass and don't put up with crap. He's nice enough, just...not my type. Funny thing is, I like hanging out with him, we have a similar taste in movies (Underworld 3D), can just chill together, have fun when we hang out - but we just don't click.

If Curry were a coat, he would be a lovely one from Smart Set or Suzy Sheer...but he'd be one I wore once in awhile and kept in the closet most of the time...